Once again she will live

So now the girl in my mirror with whom i talk to every night before going to sleep is getting stronger, she is going every endeavor to survive. Besides knowing everything she is going ahead.
last night i saw a spark in her eyes, the spark which was lost long ago that spark was coming back which once fell down with the falling tears.
No more she stays alone now, no more she curses her existence, the will to stay is lighting up again.
God is no more her enemy now, she has understood the things happened were meant to be.
Life is no more a burden, the thought of dying with every single passing moment seems to pass away now its own.

Now she is meeting new people, again making friends, spending time outside with nature,
talking to people letting them talk to her,
knowing the people and letting them know her,
believing the people and letting them believe her.
She is letting her own self come out now with a hope she will not be betrayed this time.
With a hope she will not fall again and even this time she does there would be someone to hold her and before she falls apart.
To have someone who would understand her the way she is,
who would love her kiddy heart
and can handle her mature mind
who could listen  to her chit chat when she is happy
and understand her graveness when she is silent
who could talk through eyes and words never comeup
who could take her to shop when she is low and make her cook for him when they are together
who would surprise her with lovely gestures and not just tell her that he loves her but make her feel that way
who can go party to celebrate and even took her away from this real world and get isolated
who can let her face the world to know what the life is and hide her in his arms when she is scared

now she is again living
now she is being again herself
and i know she will do it
once again she will smile with whole of her heart
once again she will play her melody
once again she will live!!!