First of all I am really really sorry for not giving you the only thing you expected from me, I am really sorry for not giving you the good morning call which he expected and deserved from my side. I am really feeling bad about it.
He asks me to write my blogs daily because this is the thing he really admires and I fulfill his this demand because I feel this is the only way I can express myself to him and can make my effort to make him feel good about us.
So its going to be about today only 10-06-13.
My heart skipped a beat when in the morning I heard his early morning lazy voice, he was sounding so sweet and the feeling it gave me was just out of this world.
We have now become each others addiction, we just can't skip a moment to msg each other whenever we get the chance, no matter if he was with his had on the sight or I am with my boss in his cabin.
Whatever we discussed last night definitely took us somewhere else, we are no more "just friends" i guess although I don't know what he felt or what do he think about this but this is all what I fell.
Today in the day time when I told him about one of my good friend and the things suddenly happened between us, he got upset with that, I was expecting that rather I knew that he would feel this way but even then I told him that because now I feel he is an important part of me and deserves to know about every thing happening in my life, but the way he understood the situation and showed his trust on me made me fall even more for him.
He asks me to write my blogs daily because this is the thing he really admires and I fulfill his this demand because I feel this is the only way I can express myself to him and can make my effort to make him feel good about us.
So its going to be about today only 10-06-13.
My heart skipped a beat when in the morning I heard his early morning lazy voice, he was sounding so sweet and the feeling it gave me was just out of this world.
We have now become each others addiction, we just can't skip a moment to msg each other whenever we get the chance, no matter if he was with his had on the sight or I am with my boss in his cabin.
Whatever we discussed last night definitely took us somewhere else, we are no more "just friends" i guess although I don't know what he felt or what do he think about this but this is all what I fell.
Today in the day time when I told him about one of my good friend and the things suddenly happened between us, he got upset with that, I was expecting that rather I knew that he would feel this way but even then I told him that because now I feel he is an important part of me and deserves to know about every thing happening in my life, but the way he understood the situation and showed his trust on me made me fall even more for him.
JEALOUSY
This is the thing I really find extremely extremely sweet in him, the way he responses when I am with my boss or any other guy flirt with me. Aaawwww that's so inexpressible!!
The way he says that line "ab to puri duniya line mar rahi hai...."
that's really sugary!
I was telling about him to one of my sweet little friend she was so happy to know that I am happy with him and he is actually taking care of me. She even wished me luck and assured me that if he is going to break my heart she will break his nose. hehehehe.....
While I was talking to her bout him she actully called him "JIJU"
OMG! This word made me blush like hell in front of my boss and I was numb couldn't say a word to explain that why I was blushing so hard.
I told her that there is nothing like this between us yet and I really don't know even that day would ever come or not, that we would ever say it really to each other or not but still I m waiting it to happen if it is meant to be.
In the evening when I came back home I was dying to meet him but he was out for work with is dad and I was waiting for him, he chose the write lines-"THE EXCITEMENT TO MEET WAS MUCH MORE THEN THE TIREDNESS." I went out putting on my headphones listening songs and walking the road side where he daily comes to pick me up in his white VERNA. White is my favorite color. Although we didn't had a lot of time together today but whatever we had we enjoyed. He apologized so much coming late but really didn't need it, I actually didn't feel bad waiting for him. Sach me!
And his that adorable gesture when he poked me on my leg with his finger, I was speaking some thing and when he poked I was just out of words.
A line of vibration ran down my body ad then when he touched me down the shoulder on my right hand y body got goosebumps, and I just can't express how wonderful it felt when he was holding my hand I never wanted him to leave but it ended and it ended too early :(
The best part of the day was when I got a text from this saying he wants to walk the path of his life with me the way life is taking us.
That's all for today
I am really sorry i couldn't write that much good today sorry but I am really tired.
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