Thursday, 19 September 2013

you are my sky ;-)

This one is again for that white verna man!!


Hiz baby...

Uummaahhh......



Its been long that we stopped talking, it was because somewhere I was unable to understand u and somewhere you were unable to get hat I wanted to say, but now everything is setteled. Everything is fine
Now I do understand you

U remember you used to say that I m more like you, as you were before some years but you don't want me to become what you are now, but time had something different in its pocket. It made me exactly like you, and I feel good about it otherwise I would never be able to under and you.

U used to say u r numb, u don't feel anything, u r dead inside n I just use to argue n fight. But now I understand because now m d same. Now m dead n totally numb inside.


 I called u up several times in between we talked n v argued that's it. But day before yesterday I called up to tell you that I miss you n don't want to live without you. But u were busy!
I called up again yesterday but u didn't pick up d call,I thought may b I was disturbing you so I though of not buzzing you again.

And as I say life is always give you unexpected
u pinged me in d morning on wechat n I actually felt good.
We finally thought of giving it a new start and we will do it I know
we r still that special to each other how we used to b when we first met.

You remember almost everything bout me, bout us. N I remember every single thing....

I felt good that you remember a lot BT really felt bad when you didn't say anything thing bout my blogs when you know I write them only for u...


Hope for a nice friendship ahead =)

dazzling smile

Hey m back :-p

This Tim with new thoughts n new feelings!!!



In my first post I would
Ummm to confess something which I have burry in my heart from past 3 years...
_

A girl I know is talking to a guy since she was in class 11th n now she is second year of her graduation.


Initially he was just another author to me, a school girl feeling great talking to an author as she wanna b a writer too. She is just so much impresse by his writings that she could do anything to talk to him once, n finally she traced him n talked. She was so nervous that would he talk to her nicely? Will he even notice her to reply to her messages? _

And when she got his first reply n that too so polite n good she was on d ninth cloud, she couldn't believe her mind that he actually replied.

They continued talking on Facebook gradually numbers were exchanged, phone calls were done and she made him her idol. She decided that she will b like him one day and she will definitely make i
Not only his writing, his work appealed her but also his nice polite n sweet nature made her fall for him.
she respected him as she respected her teachers, parents, elders...


But because of her studies their talkies depleated,
They didn't talk for a whole year but she always kept a check on his profile n his new updates n books

No matters its her exams or test she never failed to purchase his new book n complete it before anyone else could do.


She came to Delhi from her small town to study, she actually wanted to make it big n she is doing that.

Two years passed but she just had him in her heart but no contact me times random limes n comments were shared on face book but nothing more than that.

Another year now he is to publish his another piece of work this October, she got his updates fro his account, now few messages started exchanging saying hellos n asking how's everything going with each other. She still had his number but hesitated to ping him as she felt she would b disturbing him. She thought of connecting him through whatsapp but he was not there, talkies were now more frequent on Facebook.

One fine day she finally had courage n asked him fr his whatsapp account and he shared it so easily she acutaly couldn't believe on first sight.

And now she just blushes whenever she gets a text from his side and wears a stupid smile whenever they talk r even if she thinks of him.
It feels great when u actually get attention from your secret love and that too three year old love. M not talking about the girlfriend boyfriend
 Love but there are other forms of love as well and she loves him a lot. She can go to any extent to just have a look on him.

And now I would disclose the name of the great man!!

Here is the man of her heart
NOVONEEL CHAKABORTY....

Saturday, 22 June 2013

I am so DEAD

I am sorry, I am sorry to myself. I don't know why but I am.
Feeling so numb so lifeless
Getting out of words to say and again tears made their way out of my eyes.
From past few days I was trying to tell myself that I am strong I don't care if somebody is with me or not but today I realized I was wrong I was just trying to find and collect small-small happiness from different people and different places. Today i realized my life is so lacking in love that I am so obsessed about it that I just can take it from anywhere I could get it.
I was thinking I was in a very beautiful island with greenery all over and  a very beautiful ocean but today I realized it was just my illusion actually I am in the middle of a desert where I have nothing other than sand-dunes.
I felt thousands of bullets inside me altogether when he doubted my loyalty, and not just once he did it two time. I fight, I go mad over him doesn't mean I am cheating on him, I fight, I shout because I don't want be ignored, betrayed, hurt again.
Whatever I do never says that I don't love him. I really do, that's why I gave him full access on me.
But the things are really not moving in any right direction no matter how hard I try or how hard he tries.
We wished to move on the path of life together without bothering where it takes us, and now we really don't know where it is taking us.
Today he was really very sweet 
pura din bhoooot pyar se bat ki, ek bar bhi hum dono ne ladai ni ki,
sham ko time se phone bhi kiya milne bhi ay bhot acha lga
but when I entered his car the way he was looking at me was really weird, I don't know what was going in his mind but he was just not the same, the taunts, the expressions, the stare everything was changed 
even my body didn't respond to him today and when he asked to check my phone even a last hope of trust was dead. 
Now I am just moving without any expectation any commitment any relationship
let's see where the things go
will we be happy or will we be apart
I just hope later not to happen

Thursday, 20 June 2013

The most FAMILIAR- STRANGE voice

My day started with the most FAMILIAR- STRANGE voice. My phone rang at 7:00 a.m., I picked up in half sleep when somebody made my day wishing me Good Morning in his voice full of charm and life. I was so amused listening to that voice after a long time early this morning and had a sweet smile on my face that I used to had long ago .It was him, he called me up, although it was out of his need, he needed some bucks but his early morning voice warmed my soul. He came outside my home to collect the bucks I went downstairs to meet him. He looks so manly now, a grown up man then a lil child.We talked nicely, we laughed, he teased, I punched, we greeted his and byes
We both knew we are still not over each other, neither do we hate each other nor do we love the same way it used to be. But still there is something which is still not letting us go, which is still binding us, a knot is still ties us to each other.
Whatever it was, however it was, no matter it was for a very small span of time,
but
it was divine because it was after a very long time.

Monday, 17 June 2013

Why can't he let me know

That night when the girl in black dress was standing the road side and waiting for her boy to come in the heavy rain, she was really happy as she got time to spend with him, she wanted to talk as much as she can that night and love him with all with all that she had  but her happiness didn't last for long. she got a lil it low when she realized he can't even come across the road to hold her hand because it was raining while she can get wet waiting for him, she ignored it because it was just the beginning of the night why to spoil it!
She herself went to him and stayed.. He took her out for dinner but he wasn't seeming any pleased to have her with him, he was looking some pissed off, but when she asked what's wrong he didn't answer.
She asked to go to India Gate in that romantic weather but he was not interested. Although he took her there, they saw India Gate from the road side in the car, purchased ice-cream without stepping out of the car and came back home.
At home she sat aside and he made him occupied with television. It was the most weird and uncomfortable time, then he suggested to go to sleep and she agreed because it was the best option in front of her that night. It was better to go and sleep then to sit next to each other like strangers. While getting into the bed some conversation started and then it moved on the right track. they had a great time talking, teasing, loving, laughing, cuddling, poking seducing, fighting, caring and whispering. In the morning while she was leaving, she was scared, she was scared that she had spent a whole night without any commitment. She knows they both like each other, she knows that they both even love each other.
But she is still not his girlfriend yet, she still doesn't have a real relationship with him. She went away without uttering a word hoping that things may move on right track after whatever they shared last night. May be he would now be sure about her, may be now he would give her what she needs, may be now he will give her a name, give their relation a name, may be he would give her a relationship.
But..
She was wrong, nothing happened.
Nothing happened like his. He was very casual with everything and when she tried to talk about this he straight away told her that he doesn't know anything, he doesn't wanna talk about this and he still needs time to think.
I just can't understand for what he needs time now. After that night what is left to think about, what is left to feel for and if he doesn't feel it the way I do then why don't he let me go.
Why he wants me to stay when I was leaving if h doesn't love me, if he can't be with me, if he can't accept me.
If he can't make me his girl they why can't he let me go?

Thursday, 13 June 2013

What he really means to me!

Things are getting really complicated now, I don't know it's just me who is doing this, who is feeling this way or this is something else. I know he is never wrong about whatever he says. I understand his status I know he has also come from a broken relationship and how numb he is inside. But what about me? Even  I have faced all the things and may be very early and very deep. I have always prioritise other on me and it's just namesake that I don't care for others now or I am rude, harsh and stone heart. It's not so, I still do care for others before I even think for myself. But it's just this time I wanna live for myself too. I don't want to kill my wishes, my dreams and live numb again without uttering a word and let things happen all the way they want to, no matter how it hurts me or kill me every second. I have done this mistake once and I don't want to be a fool again. I don't want to be a toy in anybody's life now. I have accepted myself and have started feeling good about myself after going through a long thorny path, I just don't wanna go back to the same place from where I have come from. That's all I wanted to tell him. It's not like I am being selfish or self centered. I care about him, prioritise his feelings more than mine and I actually want him with me. I know what he feels about me and even he know what he is for me. I wish he could accept and understand that what he really means to me.

Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart


Wednesday, 12 June 2013

CAMEL- cigarette :(

:(
The day was not at all very good today.
One of my college friends made me wake up at 6 in the morning even when he knew I slept at 3 in the night just to give me a cigarette of the CAMEL brand. huh
What is this yar just to give a cigarette he made me wake up at 6 a.m.

And this is the only reason my whole day was ruined, I went to office and my health was down, my blood pressure went terribly down, I wasn't able to work at all. Then my boss made coffee for me and made me relax for sometime and only after that I was able to do some work. In day time the Managing Director of our company visited, he is really a nice and practical person, he told us many things which could be referred for a good future.
Then in the evening when I was again feeling low my boss gifted me 2 roses and wished me to get well soon. I finished my work late in the evening today because of my not so good health and delay in work due to M.D's visit.
Ashish my friend and colleague is really a sweetheart, he really take care of mine so well that I never find myself alone.
At 6 p.m. he left the office but I stayed with my bosses, my senior asked me to give tutions to her daughter who is in 9th standards, she wants me to teach her English.
She then took me to her home after office to talk to her daughter and her friends about the classes. so from tomorrow I will be teaching her English after my office and then coming back home. It's gonna be really very hard and hectic from tomorrow.
In all this one thing was constant I was missing him. After whatever we discussed in the morning I don't know why but I am little scared about us now. I really don't know where I am taking myself but I really don't care at least I am happy, I no more think about him at last. I like being with him and even he does and he also told me that he is just waiting for the right time and I am waiting for that right time to come early.
Still missing you hard
Come soon

Tuesday, 11 June 2013

A WALK TO REMEMBER

Hhuushh so gain I am here
First of all I LOVE YOU my blog :*

So today my day started with the cold breeze which make me wake up and get off my bed and took me to the balcony  to enjoy the nice cold breeze.
And the breeze touched my heart when I listened to the most adorable voice in my life, awww his sweet voice touches the strings of my heart every time.
Today I was really feeling like meeting him in the morning in that awesome whether but situations are not always in our favor so he went for his work and I went to my office.
We didn't really talked much today and this thing we realized too, we both were so busy today in our work that could't talk enough, well there is nothing called enough for us when we talk :p
It was a very hectic and tired day and moreover I was also not feeling well with my health my whole body is paining, even then I had to go out today directly after office timing with one of  my friend whom I call brother as he is really close to me and I could never say him no whenever he comes Delhi to meet me. Then I went out with my ex-rumi as he would be mother-in-law is coming tomorrow and she needed to shop good stuff for herself and she needed me to help her, although I knew my body was not allowing but I went because she asked me for that and I really couldn't say even once to her so I went out with her and had a good time with her as well.
so now is the important part is coming of this blog :) :p
He came at 9:10 today :@
Itnaaaaa late...
but then too we enjoyed being together hehe its always same every time ;)
Today I was looking so messy and untidy with my outfit but I couldn't blame myself because I know how tired I was.
It was so congested today the roads were so jammed that we could not even went to our favorite place.
It was so sweet gesture of him that he parked his car and decided to walk with me and drop me to my hostel. While we were crossing the road I told him I don't know how to cross so he held my hand and made me do that, when he did it for a moment I went numb my body shivered and my legs got jammed I was just unable to move an inch for some fraction of seconds but it was really good that my body actually responded.
then we went for ice-cream I took STRAWBERRY one and he took another one he also gifted me chocolates today
ummm thanx a lot for that dil khush kr diya :p
and then the hardest moment came
the moment to go away :(
I didn't say that but today I really wanted him to  hug I don't know why but I did
thats it sorry but can't write more :(
bbye gn

Monday, 10 June 2013

*BLUSH*BLUSH* % STRAWBERRY %

First of all I am really really sorry for not giving you the only thing you expected from me, I am really sorry for not giving you the good morning call which he expected and deserved from my side. I am really feeling bad about it.

He asks me to write my blogs daily because this is the thing he really admires and I fulfill his this demand because I feel this is the only way I can express myself to him and can make my effort to make him feel good about us.
So its going to be about today only 10-06-13.
My heart skipped a beat when in the morning I heard his early morning lazy voice, he was sounding so sweet and the feeling it gave me was just out of this world.
We have now become each others addiction, we just can't skip a moment to msg each other whenever we get the chance, no matter if he was with his had on the sight or I am with my boss in his cabin.
Whatever we discussed last night definitely took us somewhere else, we are no more "just friends" i guess although I don't know what he felt or what do he think about this but this is all what I fell.
Today in the day time when I told him about one of my good friend and the things suddenly happened between us, he got upset with that, I was expecting that rather I knew that he would feel this way but even then I told him that because now I feel he is an important part of me and deserves to know about every thing happening in my life, but the way he understood the situation and showed his trust on me made me fall even more for him.

JEALOUSY

This is the thing I really find extremely extremely sweet in him, the way he responses when I am with my boss or any other guy flirt with me. Aaawwww that's so inexpressible!!
The way he says that line "ab to puri duniya line mar rahi hai...."
that's really sugary!

I was telling about him to one of my sweet little friend she was so happy to know that I am happy with  him and he is actually taking care of me. She even wished me luck and assured me that if he is going to break my heart she will break his nose. hehehehe.....
While I was talking to her bout him she actully called him "JIJU"
OMG! This word made me blush like hell in front of my boss and I was numb couldn't say a word to explain that why I was blushing so hard.
I told her that there is nothing like this between us yet and I really don't know even that day would ever come or not, that we would ever say it really to each other or not but still I m waiting it to happen if it is meant to be.

In the evening when I came back home I was dying to meet him but he was out for work with is dad and I was waiting for him, he chose the write lines-"THE EXCITEMENT TO MEET WAS MUCH MORE THEN THE TIREDNESS." I went out putting on my headphones listening songs and walking the road side where he daily comes to pick me up in his white VERNA. White is my favorite color. Although we didn't had a lot of time together today but whatever we had we enjoyed. He apologized so much coming late but really didn't need it, I actually didn't feel bad waiting for him. Sach me!
And his that adorable gesture when he poked me on my leg with his finger, I was speaking some thing and when he poked I was just out of words.
A line of vibration ran down my body ad then when he touched me down the shoulder on my right hand y body got goosebumps, and I just can't express how wonderful it felt when he was holding my hand I never wanted him to leave but it ended and it ended too early :(
The best part of the day was when I got a text from this saying he wants to walk the path of his life with me the way life is taking us.
That's all for today 
I am really sorry i couldn't write that much good today sorry but I am really tired.

Sunday, 9 June 2013

It feels great to have him by my side.

This is again for the same man in my life :)

The man in blue today


uuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmm...............
 I am really out of words right now because I am just not getting how to describe him in just few words, I mean words could never describe him or the feeling I have when I m with him. 
The way he keeps on staring at me makes me totally numb and i just can't do anything other than smiling and blushing sitting next to him in his car, just he and me all alone but still a comfort prevailing between us.
 I really don't know why this time flies too fast when i am with him :(. 
There is something between us which we both know but still that is unspoken unsaid and that's the best part I fell, staying with someone you know you understand you care without words because the words are not required when the hearts starts talking and eyes starts speaking. And this is the bond I am sharing with him. He is the one i really feel fine puffing cigarette and having beer in the second meeting itself it has never happened before, this comfortable level i have never ever shared with my boyfriend as well. Being with him alone at that peaceful place was so good and relaxing. 
I just love it when he keeps on smiling and staring at me. 
I love it when he suddenly goes slow while talking and start whispering. 
I love it when he keeps on worrying if I am fine or if I am comfortable or not. 
I love when he asks adorably "you fine na??"
I loved it when he told me that he wanted me to meet his friends, he actually want me to be a part of his life and 
I love it too when he told me that he loves it when I call him BABY.... 
It was so warming and comfortable when he hugged I wished it could last longer. When he hugged my body actually responded to it. yes my body actually responded to his touch, isn't it great??
Isn't it feels great when you have some to think about the whole day
when you have someone to look forward when you are low
when you look at the wall clock again and again just to rush out of the office and meet him
when you have someone who waits for you to come to him
when you have someone who praises you for what you actually are
when you have someone who actually wants you in his life who pamper you and don't let you innocence and charm get fade away.
It feels great to have him by my side.

MY UNEXPECTED FEELINGS...

It was a very random and unexpected meeting with him. We started to talk on the new android app WECHAT. He traced me on it and sent a random request , honestly speaking initially I was not so interested in accepting the request but then I had a look on his status i.e. PATIENCE , this word make me think for a second about the guy and made me accept the request.
We talked on the app I treated him like other guys only who sent me requests and was flirting on peaks with me, he even asked me several times for my number and wanted to meet me. After denying for 2 or 3 times I told him my number, after that he called up many times but I used to disconnect sometimes because I don’t feel like talking to some stranger and some time because of my office work and I always used to deny to meet him whenever he asked.
One fine evening I came back home that day it was raining and the weather was really awesome. He just crossed my mind and I called him up and told him that I m free today if he wanted to meet but he told me that he was out with is friends and will let me know in half an hour if he gets free. Listening this I felt as if he was making some excuse because I have already denied him enough when he asked. I was tired so went to my bed to catch some sleep.

I was shocked when my cell phone started buzzing and his name was flashing upon the screen, I picked up and said hello in a very low tone he said he was free now an wanted to meet in 15 minutes, i instantly got up from my bed and agreed. i didn't get really ready to meet because i was tired, injured an as not at all exited to meet. he again called him after 15 minutes ad we went for a drive. It was nice time with him. I found him good, practical, intellectual and not at all like other desperate flirty guys, I was some where comfortable with him even in the car on our first meeting or you can say he made me comfortable the way he as talking and handling the things were really good.
next day we just talked through texts and we talked a lot we talked till 3 in the morning that night. Yesterday i again went out with him, this time i was to go for my work and he chose to accompany me without complaining.
We went out i did my work and we just kept on driving and talking our stuff. It was visible that we were enjoying each other's company, we didn't bother where we were going or what was the time like. In between we took some cigarettes, can of beers, bhel puri and a chocolate pastry and just enjoyed each other. It's was him who actually made me forget the pissed off and messy stuff of my life. I like being with him, I like talking with him, I like sharing my stuff with him, I like going for drive with him, I just simply like him.....

WHEN A GIRL GIVES UP ON YOU....

When she gives up on you, it's obvious.

1. She will not try to catch your attention.

2. She will not fight for you anymore.

3. She won't reply your message as quickly anymore.

4. She won't try to keep the conversation going anymore.

5. She will not care anymore.

6. She's no longer jealous.

7. She will flirt and talk to other guys.

8. She's no longer care if you care or not anymore.

9. She's no longer goes to your profile and whine to people about
how happy you're, talking to other girls.

10. She will give up on trying to make you love her, because she
finally realize that she deserves better.
-and you will miss her.

Miss the way she cared about you.
Miss the way she loved you. And you have lost her.

So don't take any girls for granted, if you love her, let her know before she gives up!

Monday, 3 June 2013

But I can't help you loving even then...


No matter how hard i try but the things never move on the right track when it comes to you.
No matter how strong i may be but i just go week in my knees when it is about you.
my eyes go numb whenever your thought crosses my mind
and my heart shivers

Though I know I have lost you completely
But I can't help loving you even then
I know you have committed a loads of mistakes
But I can't help loving you even then
I know i was never wrong even when you put allegations on me
But I can't help loving you even then
I know i have cried for you and because of you
But I can't help loving you even then
I know I could never get you back
But I can't help loving you even then

I couldn't hold on my tears when I see you with some other girl
But I can't help loving you even then
I couldn't hold my yell when I read you status for some other girl
But I can't help loving you even then
I couldn't hold feeling shattered when you so rude with me
But I can't help loving you even then
I couldn't hold feeling betrayed when your eyes sparks for some other girl
But I can't help loving you even then
I couldn't hold going numb when you ignore me
But I can't help loving you even then

So please don't name me say GOODBYE to you....


Everything so silent,
I can't here a voice...
So many feelings,
I don't have a choice...

Crying so softly,
So I can't be heard...
Everything so confusing,
Every little word...

So many nights,
Where I can't sleep..
Dreaming of how much,
You mean to me...

Asking myself,
Is this how I feel...
Closing my eyes,
Thinking is this how I feel...

Wishing and praying,
Waiting to know...

After all I have been through,
Why I care for you??
Why I can't let you go??

Eyes filled with tears like oceans,
Heart filled with fears of loosing you,
Mind so confused...

Why do I still Love you?
Everyone told me I can't feel this way,
They told me to say GOODBYE to you...

Begging me
Killing me with guilt
Yet I need you to stay...

Just because YOU never said goodbye to me
You have never broken my heart
But left me to cry...

Because you don't want to hurt them,
I feel useless, you can't sacrifice them and I can't sacrifice you,
But I know one thing that,
I can't say goodbye to you...
NEVER EVER

So please don't make me say goodbye to you!
So please don't make me say goodbye to him!
So please
Don't ask me WHY DO I STILL LOVE YOU?

Sunday, 2 June 2013

Once again she will live

So now the girl in my mirror with whom i talk to every night before going to sleep is getting stronger, she is going every endeavor to survive. Besides knowing everything she is going ahead.
last night i saw a spark in her eyes, the spark which was lost long ago that spark was coming back which once fell down with the falling tears.
No more she stays alone now, no more she curses her existence, the will to stay is lighting up again.
God is no more her enemy now, she has understood the things happened were meant to be.
Life is no more a burden, the thought of dying with every single passing moment seems to pass away now its own.

Now she is meeting new people, again making friends, spending time outside with nature,
talking to people letting them talk to her,
knowing the people and letting them know her,
believing the people and letting them believe her.
She is letting her own self come out now with a hope she will not be betrayed this time.
With a hope she will not fall again and even this time she does there would be someone to hold her and before she falls apart.
To have someone who would understand her the way she is,
who would love her kiddy heart
and can handle her mature mind
who could listen  to her chit chat when she is happy
and understand her graveness when she is silent
who could talk through eyes and words never comeup
who could take her to shop when she is low and make her cook for him when they are together
who would surprise her with lovely gestures and not just tell her that he loves her but make her feel that way
who can go party to celebrate and even took her away from this real world and get isolated
who can let her face the world to know what the life is and hide her in his arms when she is scared

now she is again living
now she is being again herself
and i know she will do it
once again she will smile with whole of her heart
once again she will play her melody
once again she will live!!!

LIFE DOESN'T STOP FOR ANYONE!

life is bout to move on no mater what has happen in past or what will future bring, just live the day you have the moments you are having right now because you can never change or bring back your past and control your future so just live the moment!

these are the things which i have learnt from my life experiences. i know i m not so big to say that i have seen a long span of life but i can say that i have experienced my life a lot.

IT IS OUR OWN MENTAL ATTITUDE WHICH MAKES THE WORLD WHAT IT IS FOR USOUR THOUGHTS MAKE THINGS BEAUTIFUL
OUR THOUGHTS MAKE THINGS UGLY
THE WHOLE WORLD IS IN OUR OWN MINDS
LEARN TO SEE THINGS IN THE PROPER LIGHT

its really common that we held other responsible for our miseries or the god is always blamed or the situations but what i realized is that we are the only one responsible for everything happening with us its our state of mind which makes us feel happy or sad or which makes us do the things which can be good or bad.

SEARCHING FOR….



I am a lonely path of broken dreams,
It’s a heaven that I am searching for…
All these stars seems dull to me,
It’s a moon that I am searching for…
Happiness is so angry at me,
It’s a joy that I am searching for…
There is a crowd around me at all the times,
It’s a soul that I am searching for…
My life is like an endless road,
It’s destination that I am searching for…
Don’t know what is it that I have lost,

May be it’s me that I am searching for…

Friday, 31 May 2013

up coming stars: can today's youth go without smoking?????

up coming stars: can today's youth go without smoking?????: Now a days its really big question that can youth of this generation go without smoking? according to a survey of Fortis Healthcare of pe...

can today's youth go without smoking?????

Now a days its really big question that can youth of this generation go without smoking? according to a survey of Fortis Healthcare of people working with MNC in Delhi and NCR has found that 43% of the 3,673 men and 14% of the 1,327 women were smokers. At every corner you could find teens puffing the cigarette even after knowing its after effects n consequences. they know how harmful it is for them and their future but still they don't care to bother about it, just because they feel it is a modern way of living and you have to have a cigarette between your fingers while moving on the road.long ago it was believed that Children whose parents or siblings smoke are around three times more likely to smoke than children living in non-smoking households but i don't think that theory applies now. Even i myself smoke but no one in my family have ever touched a cigarette, i know its bad for me and now i am even trying to quit my smoking habit. What i feel is you don't become alcoholic easily but you do become a smoker very easily. i started smoking and drinking just for fun i had a curiosity to know how it feels like but today i have become a regular smoker but not a drinker. i am not saying drinking is good but its just excess of everything is really bad, its just if you start puffing cigarette just to know how it feels or just because your friends do that and they suggested you to do the same then its really not a good idea!
i started it for pleasure then to go along with the friends because the whole lot of my friends smokes then started having it to distress my mind during tough periods of life and now it has become my companion in my alone times, i have found a partner for myself in my cigarette....
i have ruined some parts of my life with this thing but never want anyone else to do the same.
so please its a high time to quit it if you are already into this and high alert to those who re thinking to give it a start!
REST IT IS YOUR LIFE, YOUR CHOICE, YOUR TAKE!