I just wanted to tell you that you are really nice to me n I
love it
I love having you around and the way you make me feel, the
way you treat me and also the way you feel about me.
I love it when you care about me and feels jealous with
other men for me n all protective when I even hurt myself by mistake.
I love it when you do everything a girl could possibly ask
from a boyfriend.
You are a kind of man I would have loved to have as my first
boyfriend
You are everything I ever wanted when I realised what is
love for the first time and may be if I would have met you then I wound not
have changed into the hard n rude person I am today
May be the innocence and love in me would not have gone away
may be the paranoia I live in now would have never happened to me in first
place if you had been there because you give me everything I ever wished in my
life from a boyfriend
You are someone with whom I would have fallen in love in an
instance if I would have met you few years before
But the problem is that I don’t know about now
I still want my forever and my happy ending but just don’t believe
it exists for me
I have been broken n got back to myself again n again but
this time I just don’t feel like recollecting the pieces
It feels good to be in this despair and hide out not to be
seen by anyone
It feels safe to not let anyone in
And I don’t know if would ever come out of it or even if I would
ever want to come out of it
But you surely are the person I would have fallen in love
with and stayed that way forever if I ever had a forever for myself
